Looking at all pictures of my friends and I don't know why I miss them so much

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This day. Next week. Next month. Next year. Forever.

Never a single moment I could relax and enjoy my life after moved to a new school. Everyday I have a lot things to do and such an exhausted day. Everything in such a mess now and my life is worst than grief. At some point I love it this way. At new school I can continue my study. I can take Bahasa Arab, Syariah Islam and Quran Sunnah.  Hmm I don't know how to describe my feeling right now. I love my new school hmm but at the same time I miss all my old friends espeacially she. Who's she? She is Auni. I never really get to feel missing her untill now. And now I feel I want to hug her tightly. Really really.

Goes back to last year. I miss all our moment in le class. I tried to get close with her since last year. I miss how she always talked about her K-pop artists, Bigbang espeacially G-Dragon with me. She is 'kipas susah mati' GD ya know. Hahaha.  Then, how she loved dancing in the class copy the new dance move from K-pop group and she will dance gracefully exactly like the MV one. I miss how we laughed like crazy in the class talked bout everything we wanna talked. And the most moment I miss is when we are beating each other. Talked about our crush and all those conversation of the secret that I keep it not make sense to me. Oh Auni you don't know how much I miss all our moment.